On another note I've been having insomnia the past couple of days....I survived the yesterday but started feeling very very tired by about 7pm...didnt help that I was at a HUGE sungkai buffet at Ridzqun....today I'm just feeling totally bushed!
It didnt help that last night I started thinking abt my dad...
*what a great dad he was
*what he taught me
*what he gave me
*how much he loved me
*what a great grandfather he would have been to my future children, nieces, nephews etc
*how much i miss him
Things are just not the same and as much I try to block it out and not think too much, sometimes it just hits me....at work, while driving, while watching a movie, while trying to sleep, etc. H gets bewildered when I start crying out of the blue
And I realised something last night...the most painful things are the hardest to tell the ones you love the most.
On another note, have you seen the Prima flowers range?
2 comments:
hi PANDACHU!!!! muackkk!!oct rocks!u make my heart smiles!o my,wif all the pretties cuming their way!!yummy! thx pandachu,thx nina!my add: THE CALLISTA,22 MAR THOMA ROAD,#09-08 SINGAPORE 328702.
and juz wanna say i like reading yr blog.sumting in common i muz say, im missing my pa dearly too.sumtings u describe it the way i always wanted to but could not,but u found the words to fill in the blanks of my thots ...guess life goes on...thx 4cumin by my blog.cheers!jaz
ohh...i miss my dad too. and recently i scrap about it!i felt better after doin that! mayb u shld...*hugz*
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